2016. május 20., péntek

light within the darkness



DARKNESS
What does it mean? Fear, caos, humiliation, uncertanty, obsecurity, defencelessness, powerlessness and rage, the occurances are out of control...

I very often meet with these feelings in the weekdays. My current workplace is a real challange. Every day, when I go to work, walking on the street, towards the health Centre, I need to take deep breaths, because of the weird feelings in my throat! Like I would have a lump in my throat.
Yes. These days are a real hardship in my workplace. The two owners are changed a lot under these 9 month. They observed, that the new team is strong, chargeable, and can bear a lot. They thought at first: "This is good! We called them "dreamteam" And the second thought was than: "How can we take an advantage on them?"
And they have found the way.
They always put slowly and calculating way, more and more weight and responsibility on our back. Even they try to put their own´s too in exchanging for a little salary. The employees have to take care for the whole business, like it would be our own. and if something goes wrong, the punishment will come. Of course, the punishment always comes obliquely, but obvious for everyone. Mostly a nice humiliation in front of everyone. But so tricky way, that it shall looks like a well founded blame. Mostly Renate, one of the two bosses, starts to make an event like an oral exam in the university, and because she is really genious, and one of the top physicaltherapist in Germany, she can ask such a questions, that we look like an idiot. We all are young physical therapist. We have been working just for 1-2 years. And than she starts to make a big speech...We should study more, because we should be the best!!!
And if something doesn´t work perfectly in the praxis, we are responsible for them.
It is a real hard situation. Because, I can be never good enough for her, because her Goal is to make us always instable, and put more weight on us, so she should work less.
Every associate of mine is more often sick, because we are almost at the end of our power. But the slave-driver just push us further and further...

 This is the time of darkness. But myself think this situation has another interpretaion too. The life is a real challange for all of us. If we think, for other persons´ life is better, than we lie for ourselves. We all have some obstickles in life, and if we must get over them. and so we will have become stronger, and many other positive qualities will be ours. But it doesn´t go other way.
Every day, I try to see in the moments the opportunity getting over an obstacle, to see the chance to get new qualities (like patience), and enjoy the moment.
Trust me. I often fail, and I become depressed. But thanks G-d, we alwaýs have good friends and people, who helps us to stand up again

I wish you all a successful battle. Never forget. We can just win, if we hold on!



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