first week in the new job
The first week has elapsed. I am very
tired. Right now is Saturday, and I am not even able to think. I am just
sitting here, doing nothing and, waiting for the afternoon sleep-time like a
baby. The last week was a long stress period. Almost without break. I was
worried about everything. Will I be able to cope the next challenge (actually the next patient who come in the office)? I always know with my mind, I am
able, but the worry in me let me never feel this certanty. And than I was
worried about that I will be everywhere on time or I won't. I have to replace a colleague
3 weeks, and this replacement job is not in the office. I always ride a bike, (because
I’m worriing to drive a car, so I can not use the car of the office)…
Dear Reader,
I know, you are just laughing inside and
you are probably saying to me: „Hey, could you just stop worring? Your day
would be much easier”.
I wish I could stop this continuous
worring! Welcome to my world. This is my life. 24/7 worriing. Ok, Maybe not at day and night. Because at least in the night I can sleep well.
Of course after a week like this, I feel
myself like a walking dead.
Today I hope the afternoon will bring
for me something interesting. We will see.
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