2015. augusztus 8., szombat

If you are not able to KEEP CALM than WORRY ON.

first week in the new job
The first week has elapsed. I am very tired. Right now is Saturday, and I am not even able to think. I am just sitting here, doing nothing and, waiting for the afternoon sleep-time like a baby. The last week was a long stress period. Almost without break. I was worried about everything. Will I be able to cope the next challenge (actually the next patient who come in the office)? I always know with my mind, I am able, but the worry in me let me never feel this certanty. And than I was worried about that I will be everywhere on time or I won't. I have to replace a colleague 3 weeks, and this replacement job is not in the office. I always ride a bike, (because I’m worriing to drive a car, so I can not use the car of the office)…


Dear Reader,
I know, you are just laughing inside and you are probably saying to me: „Hey, could you just stop worring? Your day would be much easier”.

I wish I could stop this continuous worring! Welcome to my world. This is my life. 24/7 worriing. Ok, Maybe not at day and night. Because at least in the night I can sleep well.
Of course after a week like this, I feel myself like a walking dead.

Today I hope the afternoon will bring for me something interesting. We will see.


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